Angel At Play

I hate my job...

2008-05-25T20:02:00.002-04:00

Wow, it really been almost a year since I posted in here?!? Heh...Gaia's really taken over my life lolI don't really like my job. I like the pay & the ability to have to only work part time, but the job itself pretty much blows. Right now, I'm sitting in the library playing on the computer & listening to music. However, I've got all this anxiety about how I wanna be doing something ~ Keeping busy

Aaaaannnngrrrryyyy....!!

2007-06-24T15:56:00.000-04:00

I have to work in less than an hour. It's only for 5 hours, but I have to do the cooler & all that bullshit. Then, I come home, take a shower, eat, & go to bed so I can get up at (I don't even know what time!) to go to this stupid new hire meeting that was mentioned to me only once, and that once was over 2 weeks ago. Then, after the meeting, I'll probably have an hour or 2 to relax before going

What to do, what to do....

2007-05-10T12:50:00.000-04:00

I really don't know what to do today. I got more than enough sleep last night on accident - I meant to take a nap & get up so I could do some yoga & shit & then spend time with Nick when he got home from work, but that didn't happen :( I got up at 10:30 this morning, spent some time online, cuddled Nick for a lil while, rode my bike to work to get my pay, and now here I am at almost 1 in the

Sick-y

2007-04-26T11:34:00.000-04:00

Ugggghh!! I feel sick-y!Ya know that icky feeling you get when you're sick?! Yes, I feel sick-y :/I woke up yesterday with my throat & chest hurting. It developped into the sick-y feeling as the day went on. So, after I'd gotten home from work, I napped from about 4:30-8:00, when I got up to watch the Sabres game with Nick. He made me soup :D So, we watched the Sabres kick ass in the 3rd period.

2007-04-23T23:35:00.001-04:00

Yay! I'm no longer unemployed!!!

2007-04-11T13:26:00.000-04:00

Well, first off, I almost didn't get the job thanks to that fat cunt KayLynne, who gave me a bad reference. I really wanna punch her in the face. For all the hard work I'd put in there, for her to give me bad reference...FUCK YOU, YOU FAT IGNORANT FUCKING CUNT!!! I could seriously cry over that, even though I know it's not worth it!! Luckily, the manager at Red Apple figured there was more to it

FRAZZLED!!!

2007-03-25T07:14:00.000-04:00

I'm so fucking frazzled, I can't even type right. It's 7:15am...I have to start at breakfast & a shower soon so I can go to: Red Apple to get gas, BonTon (if they're open) to exchange an old shirt for a new one, $ Tree (if they're open) to get some craft stuff and/or a gift bag & card for Maria's baby shower, (maybe) go to Wal Mart to get gift bag/card, and then head to Maria's parents' house to

2007-03-23T22:23:00.000-04:00

We had quite a lovely day today!!! :D :D :DWe took a walk around the Nature Trails. It was quite muddy at first, but further in it was real nice. I found a good walking stick, which I think I might decorate a bit. Took some pics by the waterfall & whatnot.Stopped by Reids for lunch. Yummy & cheap (5$ for a burger, hot dog, fries, onion rings, & a large drink!!)Drove down Mill St a lil bit. Took

paaaiiiin!!

2007-03-19T14:35:00.000-04:00

Woke up today with terrible stomach pains. Nick too. :( We didn't eat terribly healthy yesterday- McD's for breakfast & pizza & spicy chicken chunks for dinner...but DAMN!! It hurts sooo bad, I can't even stand up straight. Hopefully onc I have a bite of Cup Noodle, I'll feel a bit better...

Zwinky

2007-03-19T03:18:00.001-04:00

Why the fuck did I do this?! Hell if I know...

Irritated

2007-03-17T20:42:00.000-04:00

I know I shouldn't be so irritable today - I don't know why I am. Everything is getting on my nerves. Woolite all over the house - headache!! The back door keeps banging - closing it soon. Things are "clean"/rearranged. Researching quitting smoking. I know I can quit smoking. It's easier if there's another living reason to do so. Like, when my dad said he was gonna quit, I did too. I went grocery

Oh wow, my landlord's a cocksucker

2007-03-13T15:48:00.000-04:00

What a retarded fucking cocksucker!!!All of a sudden, he wants us to get rid of the cats. He said (apparently) that he's edoing the carpet for the girl upstairs, & when he does that, she has to get rid of her cat because it pees on the carpet. He also thinks that our cats are gonna start peeing on our carpet once we open the (painted shut) windows because of the neighbors' cats. Uhm, well...we've

2007-03-12T16:43:00.000-04:00

OOOOOHHHH! RGIS finally called me back this morning. Sharon left a message on my phone apologizing for it taking so long to respond, and said that if I was still interested, to give her a call :D :D :D

Hmph

2007-03-12T15:21:00.000-04:00

Damn, my landlord seems like a cocksucker. :/ He's here right now, fixing the sink (finally!!) He just went somewhere to get something, & when he came back, he knocked on the door for me to let him in. He goes "it's just me, here to fix the sink", and I was like "ok!, How are you?!" and he grumbled at me. So I just came back in the office. Suck my asshole, shitfuck!! -(Just had to let that out!!

DST

2007-03-11T18:38:00.000-04:00

What a lovely way to begin Daylight Saving Time - the sun seems to have shined all day, and it just beginning to set now, at 6:45pm!!! I loooove it :D It's supposed to be similar weather the next couple of days, too, getting up to 51* on Tuesday!!!!!!!! YAAAAY!!!

2007-03-10T23:54:00.000-05:00

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2007-03-09T21:43:00.000-05:00

Well, today was a pretty fun day. It was quite sunny & warm out, so that was a plus. We made a mall date for today. So, we went to Red Apple to ask if the manager was in & if they're still hiring. The kid there said the manager leaves a lil before 2:00, and he thinks they're just hiring for the summer because he knows a few people are leaving for the summer. So, I'm gonna try to stop in there on

2007-03-08T21:53:00.000-05:00

I just depressed the hell outta myself thinking about being poor & needing a job so badly. I want to be able to pay my bills this month, I want to be able to have something for Maria for her baby shower, and I want to be able to start my gardening soon... The way it looks right now, I'm gonna have to ask my dad for money to pay the bills until I can pay him back, and fuck to everything else. :(

Good mornin...

2007-03-05T18:07:00.000-05:00

I tried to go to bed with Nick at, like, I think 5 or 6am. Laid in bed for over an hour. Got up to go to the bathroom; realized how not tired I was. Stayed up for about an hour. Laid back down for over an hour. Got up to go to the bathroom again (#1&2 haha); took a couple drags off a cigarette. Laid back down for at least a half hour before I fell asleep. By this time, it was probably around 9am.

Ok...

2007-03-04T19:34:00.000-05:00

Upon further review...I realized Ollie's tummy is just fat. Lol. It was probably just the way he was laying that made it seem like he had a bump.Now I'm super irritated about this fuckin' apartment. I soon plan to start taking pictures & possibly start a separate blog to record all of the issues we're having here. I'm bringing this up because I'm irritated that Nick is pressuring me to get money

Hmph

2007-03-04T17:08:00.000-05:00

I'm in a fairly good mood today; the sun was shining. However, a couple of things have dampened my state of mind a bit...For one: our neighbor upstairs' friend parked in the driveway, such that she blocked the driveway. There's a little parking spot right next to her car, yet she decided to block the driveway. Nick was out during this time, at a party. So, when he got home, he had to park in the

Trouble Sleepin'

2007-02-28T09:34:00.000-05:00

I just laid in bed for an hour, trying to sleep. And, since I can't, I decided to get back up to have a quick cigarette. Tomorrow, I have to get up earlier, just so that I can try to put myself back on a normal sleep schedule again. :(I guess I just have my normal anxiety about finding a job nagging me. :/I know now how much it takes to deal with something like being unemployed, and I kind of

Personality Test Results

2007-02-17T07:26:00.000-05:00

My Personality Neuroticism62Extraversion33Openness To Experience21Agreeableness20Conscientiousness40 You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. As a practical person you like to think

Countdowns

2007-02-14T02:45:00.000-05:00

Til Maria's due : )Til Cassie's due!!

Late night snack at 10am

2007-02-10T09:39:00.000-05:00

At this very moment, it is 9:48am. I laid in bed for about an hour & a half, trying to get to sleep. I wasn't very tired at first, but I figured I'd pass out eventually. I almost did at one point, but I had to roll over because my arm started to hurt. Reet. The last half hour I spent: counting nothing, rolling around, and counting his snores. For some reason, he's snoring a lot "tonight". Like,

2007-02-05T02:47:00.000-05:00

I have seriously been playing on the internet for, like, 9 hours. I seriously want to get up and do something (yoga, meditate, write), but I haven't yet been able to bring myself into action. Just like job hunting : /I keep wanting to...not miss out on anything lol. Even though, I do realize, it's the internet - it's not going anywhere. And, right now, neither am I : (Nick has his job orientation

2007-02-01T05:30:00.000-05:00

So, we couldn't get to sleep until about 10am... I pretty much slept until 9pm. I've had a headache forever. I'm kinda mopey, as far as being unemployed & having to look for a job. I painted a picture, which I don't think is all I was hoping it to be (of course). I wanna write & draw, but my head hurts too much to give a shit. I still have to get my dad a BDay present - don't know what to get him

2007-01-31T01:28:00.000-05:00

Damn, I have cramps : /Not much has been going on. Nothing different, anyway. I've been doing extra research on Imbolc (which is Thursday), trying to find activities, since (hopefully) this is one of the only times I'll be unemployed for a holiday.Why do I celebrate Wiccan holidays, even though I follow no religion/deity?I like having reasons to celebrate : ) I like Thanksgiving because it gives

2007-01-29T01:16:00.000-05:00

I started my own group on the Coven Space about the Sabbats. I already have, like, 30+ members. I feel special : )I've also been promoted to moderator on the Writer's Forum. Again, I feel special lol : )On the Wicca thing, I came across a group for another website that has a year long "school" type of thing, called Magicka School. Not that I feel I need to be schooled, but I thought it might

2007-01-28T00:42:00.000-05:00

Today started as usual - spening way too much time online. Now, not only do I have MySpace, but I also came across this Writer's Forum which I've been fairly active in (they like a couple of my poems & a couple people like my story a lot so far); and I also came across a Wiccan MySpace, which is pretty interesting. I started my own club last night, and I already have over 20 members. : )Now if

2007-01-27T00:47:00.000-05:00

Nothing new going on. I've spent quite a bit of time on the internet- mainly reading & commenting on peoples' poetry. I joined a writing forum. Been writing poetry a tiny bit. Had Papa Leo's for dinner - pretty good stuff. And...that's about it.

2007-01-25T21:54:00.001-05:00

Which Tarot Card Are You? You are the Justice card. Justice preserves the harmony of the world. Working with opposite forces, Justice does not seek to criticize or condemn but rather to accept. The idea behind the card justice is that opposite forces are complementary; you could not have good without evil or light without darkness. Justice's position is to make sure that if a thing is

A Day in My Unemployed Life (unfinished)

2007-01-23T21:32:00.000-05:00

4:00 pm - The alarm sounds. I hit the snooze button.4:10 - The alarm sounds again. I hit the snooze button.4:20 - Again, I hit the snooze button.4:30 - The alarm sounds; I finally turn it off & get out of bed. I reach for my bathrobe, but it's not hanging where it should be. I assume it must be in the bathroom, so I grab my boyfriend's super warm bathrobe & put that on. I head out into the living

2007-01-23T03:35:00.000-05:00

Not much happened today. Went to WalMart & got a Spiderman poster for our living room. Went grocery shopping. Made a pork stir-fry for dinner. Watched American Pie. And that's about it.I revived my "Mary Jane" personality on MySpace. Spent quite a bit of time deleting comments from people who no longer "exist", heh. Browsed through some clubs. Posted a poem I wrote last night; got a couple of

2007-01-22T06:33:00.000-05:00

I was planning on working on my short story a tiny bit tonight, just because I wanna progress through it as much as I can before I start working again... Buuut, now I'm tired & cranky & I'm gonna just go to bed. : /

2007-01-21T20:44:00.000-05:00

I think I've been utilizing my time off quite well, despite going to bed after 7am and getting up at 5. I just finished cleaning the house- cleaned the bathroom, including "Scrubbing Bubbl"ing the shower & tub, and then bleaching the tub. Ran the dishwasher with a bucket under the pipes, since our pipes are re-clogged somehow (Jim's gonna be maaad!!). Swept & mopped. I've also worked a lot on a

2007-01-21T02:03:00.000-05:00

Nothing much interesting happened today. Got up at 5. (Well, woke up at 5, got up at 5:30.) Sat around for a little while. Went to Rite Aid to buy things that I thought were on sale, but most of them weren't; and spent a lil bit more $ than I'd intended to. Went to visit daddy. Nothing too new going on there. Fixed his answering machine & the clock on the microwave. Got my W2 in the mail from

2007-01-20T02:17:00.000-05:00

I couldn't find Maria's registry on babiesrus. I tried every search possible. Oh well, I'll have to ask her about that later.I spent my first day unemployed quite well. I cleaned the whole house, except for the bathroom (I can do that tomorrow). I did dome yoga while listening to the hockey game (Sabres won!!). Nick was at his friend's house watching the game. And I painted a picture. I took a

Quizzes

2007-01-20T01:54:00.000-05:00

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough SleepYou're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep.Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy.Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.Do You Get Enough Sleep? Your Bumper Sticker Should BeCome to the darkside, we have cookiesWhat Bumper Sticker Should Be On

Last day...

2007-01-19T01:50:00.000-05:00

I found this in my email today: "We have thoroughly reviewed all candidates for the position, and have selected a candidate whose background and experience more closely meets our needs." I kinda saw that coming. I was pretty fuckin' nervous at my interview. Well, what can ya do?! I'm gonna enjoy having the next few days off so that I can focus on cleaning up a little bit and whatnots, and then on

2007-01-18T00:01:00.001-05:00

Your Preppy Name Is...Judge Sutton Moreau the SecondBut most people know you as KittyWhat's Your Preppy Name?

2007-01-17T00:21:00.000-05:00

One day left at Kenyon's, and I get to work with Bob. But I have tomorrow off. Nothing interesting happened today. We were busy as fuck when I first got there. And they had a bunc of orders to make. Joe almost forgot about the order for 5 subs from who we call "the sub lady". Joe got the ice off my car on one of his cigarette breaks. He even got the ice off my gas door so I could get gas when I

2007-01-16T00:32:00.000-05:00

Another boring day at work. One of my last. 2 more days. Hopefully, the bank calls me tomorrow and lets me know what's going on. Ya know?!I had this random idea last night while I was trying to go to bed about carrying my messenger bag sometimes, when I go for a walk or bike ride or whatever. I dunno. It's something I can carry my camera & journal in, if the mood strikes me.Mikey's got a band

Worried

2007-01-15T01:07:00.000-05:00

Nothing interesting happened today. The closer I come to my last day at Kenyon's, the more worried I become. Like, what'll happen next?! I mean, I know there's life after Kenyon's, LOL. But, a normal job?!? And, what if the bank doesn't hire me?? I'll wait Tuesday out if they don't call me, and then call them on Wednesday. So I can shit my ass if I don't have a job. And then, I end up back at

Saturday

2007-01-14T03:27:00.000-05:00

Interesting day today.Slept til 4.Got up & got Nick a belated ice cream birthday cake.Went to his mom's for dinner/breakfast. She made beef stroganoff. And we ate ice cream cake.Went to Josh's first real show in years. He was really nervous. While they ("Love Puddle") were playing, Maria asked me "does Josh smile?!" And I looked at him til he saw me & smiled & started dancing like a retard until

The 90's

2007-01-14T03:13:00.001-05:00

Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.Just because you were born in '98 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.You're a 90's kid if:You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain

2007-01-13T03:43:00.000-05:00

Today was pretty boring.I worked. Period. The end.Nothing interesting there.We watched Thank You For Smoking tonight, even though Nick wasn't too excited about it. It turned out to be a good movie- really funny.I haven't really been in the mood to clean at all lately. I think I'm just stuck in a rut or something. And all my days when I plan to clean have been preoccupied lately- Nick's BDay,

toys I found on candace's myspace hehe

2007-01-13T01:06:00.000-05:00

Blah blah FUCKIN blah

2007-01-12T00:59:00.000-05:00

Well, I had my interview at First Niagara today. I think it went well, but I'm still nervous that I might not have gotten the job. I hope to fucking god I did. I dunno. Hopefully, they at least let me know soon, cuz the schedule isn't up for next week at Kenyon's yet, so I don't know if I even have any hours there next week. Sucky. I was pretty fuckin' nervous at the interview, though. I hope

2007-01-11T01:10:00.001-05:00

You Are More YinFeminineDevotedForgivingFallWinterAfternoonMoonTimePassiveMetalHoneyAre You More Yin or Yang?

lil stressed

2007-01-10T00:21:00.000-05:00

Yea, so....Yesterday was fun. I made lasagna & churros for Nick for his bday. He put a picture of my lasagna with his bday candles in it on his myspace : ) <3Stress...I talked to the human resources lady at First Niagara yesterday, and she gave me a pre-interview interview on the phone. Which made me extremely nervous because I wasn't expecting it at all. And now I have to take an online survey

2007-01-07T22:41:00.000-05:00

Tonight has been fun-filled.Maria & Justin finally came over. I didn't give him the Sabres thing cuz he's a poopyhead. So, we're giving it to Nick's dad. And I gave them a Sabres hoodie & fleece, and all he did was complain. Of course. So, fuck him. Maria gave me a beaded curtain for our office, to cover up the closet.I kind of want a Nintendo DS.Nick & I went to Zebbs for dinner. It was

2007-01-07T02:12:00.000-05:00

I just took a drivers test on Blogthings and failed, lol. It said "you should have you license revoked" because I only got one out of ten questions correct. LOL.Work today was slow as fuck. It was worse than a Sunday, mainly because it was as slow as a Sunday, but we were open til 12 instead of 10, hehe. The absolute only eventful thing that happened today was: Jamie was in the cooler from 5-6,

2 Weeks

2007-01-06T01:10:00.000-05:00

Today was fairly gay at work.Before work, I had another voicemail from the human resourcs lady, asking me to call her to st up an interview. : D YAY!!At work...uggh...Well, Jamie texted me saying she was gonna be a lil late. So, I let Kay know. And she yelled at me for looking at my cell phone. "I am really putting my foot down on this" blah blah blah. And I said, "well, at least you know she's

Quizzes

2007-01-06T00:59:00.000-05:00

You Should Drive a Saturn SkyYou're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona.Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down.What 2007 Car Should You Drive?Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic IntelligenceYou are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.You are

Jose, Justin, Drama-O

2007-01-05T05:20:00.000-05:00

Ahh, wheel pose is refreshing, even if only done for a second to show off, hehe.Well, Jose came over today for a while. We played Uno & Palace, and had quite a bit of fun. He's grown up a lot- and in a good way : )Maria & Justin were supposed to come over too, but I guess they went out to dinner with someone, knowing that I was expecting them, and they ended up hanging out til it was "too late"

Stupid fuck

2007-01-04T01:46:00.000-05:00

Wow, Chloe's getting old. Three more weeks, and she'll be about 3 months. I think we should probably bring her into the vet soon... We got them a new toy today- a red velvet catnip mouse. She's real hard over it, haha.Well, work kinda sucked today. It was alright; I was just pretty sick of being there when I'd already been there for 8 hours, and still had 2 to go, heh. This one lady, when me &

What a day...

2007-01-03T00:20:00.000-05:00

"I want a day where I don't have to get up. Sometimes I'm sick of being in a rut. I want a day where I don't have to go to work..." The Living EndIt was pretty much one of those days. I was in a pretty good mood when I first got to work cuz it was nic & sunny out, and it was pretty slow for the first, like, half hour or so. Then, I lost my flower jewel on my eyebrow ring. Call in orders continued

borrrred

2007-01-01T23:23:00.000-05:00

Just waiting for dinner to be finished. Nick's making us spaghetti w/ meat sauce & salad. Sounds like he's about done, but I'll try to finish my 5 min freewrite before din din. Yummy. I have all sorts of windows open for when I'm done with dinner- mostly recipes to review. My neck is still stiff from yesterday- I can't really turn my head around too far. Oh well. At least I don't have a headache

Happy New Years

2007-01-01T00:23:00.000-05:00

Blah. I have quite a headache. Josh, Felicia, Matt, Nick's brother Matt, and Nate were here. Josh & Matt left about 11:50, the last person was gone by about 12:10. I need to lay down cuz my head hurts bad and so does my neck...

5 min freewrite, cuz I haven't in a lil while

2006-12-31T04:09:00.000-05:00

Today was fairly uneventful. Though, I made a killing at work. Lol. I might be able to afford getting glasses. The girl at the Lockport Tops told me lenses could cost anywhere from 120-160$, when the Amherst store told me a few months ago that they'd be about 60$...unless I heard her wrong. Cuz I was planning on getting cheap frames, and not spending more than 100$ on the whole process. Silly me.

hmm...short story

2006-12-29T06:43:00.000-05:00

Perhaps I should make my goal in January to try writing a short story or two. I remember trying to do that when I was younger, about a group of teenagers who lived in a squat...and I got pretty fuckin' far with it...but it was never finished, and I haven't written anything like that since. I used to write those all the time when I was real young (like, 8 or 9), but, I guess I grew out of it.I

2006-12-21T22:54:00.001-05:00

You Are As Cool As They ComeRational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic.You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up.You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture.And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show.You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that.People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and

2006-12-21T22:51:00.001-05:00

You Are 61% Grown Up, 39% KidCongratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.How Emotionally Mature Are You?

2006-12-21T22:50:00.001-05:00

You Are BlitzenAlways in good spirits, you're the reindeer who loves to party down with Santa.Why You're Naughty: You're always blitzed on Christmas Eve, while flying!Why You're Nice: You mix up a mean eggnog martini.Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

2006-12-21T17:42:00.001-05:00

You Were Nice This Year!You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Early XMas

2006-12-19T02:56:00.000-05:00

Hehe, today was like an early ChristmasKayLynne was being quite friendly toward me. She originally had me scheduled to close XMas night, but she rearranged it so that I open instead, so that I can go have brunch at Nick's mom's & make turkey for dinner that night.Brian got accepted into border patrol.Joe is moving in down the street from us. (Smackdown & Madden 24-7, between he & Nick.)Kelly

ouchies

2006-12-15T18:40:00.000-05:00

Well, I don't really need pain killers today, but my soon-to-be fucked up tooth aches from clenching down on the gauze all night. And my gap aches too. And I don't know when I'm able to smoke properly, or eat, or swish or whatever. Grr, this still sucks. Nick's getting me Cup A Soup & Carnation Instant Breakfast, so I'll have something yummy in my tummy. I don't know when I should take the gauze

2006-12-15T18:06:00.001-05:00

For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you:Twelve glam rockers drummingEleven marshmallows a-puffingTen ice skaters a-leapingNine ladies waltzingEight goats a-milkingSeven fruitcakes a-festeringSix puppies a-barkingFive golden toe ringsFour calling prank callersThree French beretsTwo stale fruit cakesAnd a monkey in a cherry treeWhat Will You Get for the 12 Days of Christmas?

super : (

2006-12-14T18:17:00.000-05:00

I can't even eat soup right now cuz I can't chew the noodles with this gauze in my mouth : ( : ( : ( Such is devastating for a soup lover like myself.I guess I just have to keep the gauze in until the bleeding stops. I looked at the hole in my mouth where the tooth once was...I think it looked better with the rotten tooth in it, heh. God! That was quite a traumatic experience. The entire

bleh

2006-12-13T22:04:00.000-05:00

Still feelin' pretty icky, but not as bad. I just wish everything was normal right now. My teeth still ache a little, and I still have some cramps... And I'm pretty fuckin' nervous about getting dental surgery. I'm just getting novocaine, cuz being put asleep costs, like, 350$ alone. But, we'll see if the doctors there are gonna suggest putting me out. I keep trying to tell myself that I could

2006-12-13T20:32:00.000-05:00

You Are a TreeYou love every part of the holidays, down to the candy canes and stockings. And you're goofy enough to put a Christmas tree ornament on your tree!What Christmas Ornament Are You?Which one of the seven deadly sins are you?GluttonyYou can't help but indulge.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

icky

2006-12-13T05:21:00.000-05:00

I feel super icky.Starting the other day, I'd been having terrible tooth pains. So, I went to a dentist today, and he referred me to an oral surgeon to get my broken molar out of my head. Apparently, all 4 of my wisdom teeth are stuck in my gums cuz I have no room for them in my mouth, and they look like they're pushing on my other teeth. When I get this molar out, that wisdom tooth should come

working on becoming an alcoholic...

2006-12-10T01:27:00.000-05:00

I've just been getting increasingly depressed lately.At first I didn't think anything of it; I figured 'yea, my job sucks'; but then I started getting really sad outside of work, and 10 times more depressed inside of work. Within the past week, I've cried at work twice, both times thinking about how worthless KayLynne has made me feel. Today, I was super duper depressed until KayLynne left; and

2006-12-08T17:32:00.001-05:00

You Are 56% PeacefulIn general, you think the world's a pretty great place - and you're happy to be a part of it.Sometimes you struggle with life, but who doesn't? You are quite level headed, though you have more inner angst than you'd like.How Peaceful Are You?

2006-12-08T17:32:00.000-05:00

It was edible...hehe

....one of those days...

2006-12-08T16:37:00.000-05:00

Ooooh, it's gonna be one of those days. Our Betta died. And I've fucked up my breakfast soup twice already - the first time, the water boiled out of it completely, the second time I forgot about it & it almost boiled out, but the noodles are completely fucked. I'm gonna try to eat it anyway though, cuz I spent too much time chopping the veggies for it, so oonce it cools, I'll let ya know how that

2006-12-08T01:00:00.000-05:00

I hate Kenyon's so fucking much. Even Bob said KayLynne is gonna lose her entire staff if she keeps acting so fuckin' stupid. He said I should've brought her note from the other day to the labor board cuz they probably would've loved it. (The note story: I was working with Joe & Jamie, and Kay was still there. I noticed a note up, next to the waste sheet I wrote the night before. Now, I haven't

I got my car fixed!!! : D

2006-12-01T02:49:00.000-05:00

I got my car back today - 300$ well spent!! It didn't overheat at all on the ride home; it didn't even get much past 1/4 of the way up. Eric says I should flush the radiator cuz it's kind of filthy; and I speculate that that's probably why the water pump started leaking. He also said I'll probably need the front brake pads done soon, but otherwise the car's in pretty damn good shape. So, I'm

better than sex...

2006-11-30T05:24:00.000-05:00

Our lovemaking session this evening was 'better than sex'...even though it was sex- of all kinds, hehe. It was great. We haven't actually had intercourse in a while, and it was great. It just felt so great having him on top of and inside of me. Such connection. And beauty.I feel so bad cuz his kidneys have been hurting him the past couple of days. My poor sweetie. But, I'm prepared to take care

hi nick : D

2006-11-29T05:06:00.000-05:00

I didn't think he still read my bog, but apparently he does.: ) Hi lovey. Leave me some comments or some shit hehe.Anyways...I'm very content in our new apartment. I just enjoyed a nice, relaxing yoga & meditation session. I'm very much at ease.Our office serves its intended purpose (computer room), as well as my painting room & relaxation room. I light up some candles, put my lamp on trippy (

2006-11-27T06:15:00.000-05:00

gladeoffer.com BOGO Glade Lightshow coupon!!!

doot dee dooo

2006-11-27T02:28:00.000-05:00

Just another day. Nothing really interesting going on. Nick's been kinda mopey since last nite. So, I'm gonna go watch a movie with him or something. Got stuff to do tomorrow. Exchange our DVR, get parts for my car so Eric can fix it (for, like, 500$ less than what my mechanic was going to charge), finish getting shit out of Summerset, and go have dinner at Piso's Pizza. And I have cleaning to do

ghosts

2006-11-26T06:03:00.000-05:00

Cassie was over for dinner tonight with her boyfriend. She's got me all looking at these ghost pictures & videos now. One's really creepy- here. But, I just wanted to say how much I wish I knew where this one picture I had went. I got it from my grandma; one of her aunts or something took it in, like, the 60's. It was supposed to be just a picture of a bush in some field, but right in front of

arrg

2006-11-25T04:28:00.000-05:00

Been stresed all day, had a nice, relaxing shower & yoga session, and then it all pooped again. Stress came right back.At work, Joe started telling me 'how it's gonna be' with him as night manager, so I started going off about how much I hate working there & what an ignorant cunt KayLynne is & how sick I am of all the stupid lies, gossip & bullshit. He didn't have of a response, and then he

Yay : )

2006-11-23T21:10:00.000-05:00

Well, Thanksgiving dinner turned out great. Daddy liked it; Nick loved it. I guess I inherited my mom's good cooking skills genetically. The turkey took forever, but it came out nice & juicy, except for the dark meat. But whatever.I made:turkeymashed potatoeshomemade gravyAnd we also hadcorncranberry sauceapple pie & whipped creamThe mashed potatoes turned out great, I think. The gravy had some

fucking Turkey

2006-11-23T15:02:00.000-05:00

This goddamn mother fucking turkey WILL NOT THAW. And I was hoping to get it in the oven, like, an hour and a half ago. >: I I would just throw it in, but I have to get the shit out of the missle. Goddamn mother fucker. So, if I were to get it out RIGHT NOW, it still be ready til 6 or so. Fucking goddamn.

they might be a lil big, but here's some pictures

2006-11-21T03:17:00.000-05:00

moved

2006-11-21T02:11:00.000-05:00

I keep forgetting my camera in Nick's car, which I'm gonna get shortly so that I can take pictures of our new apartment : DSo, I'll start describing this life change by saying it's pretty sad leaving home. I worry a lot about my dad; and my room looks so empty without my bed. Otherwise, I'm liking it a lot : ) I'm gonna have some people over this week (i.e. Maria, Josh & Cassie, as well as my dad

horoscope

2006-11-21T01:09:00.000-05:00

You may sense a changing of the guard, as a long-term phase of personal growth reaches culmination. Take initiation by transforming your positive thinking into rewarding action. Inner-directed schemes and dreams turn outward toward social activities as your needs shift. Just be sure not to overextend or you may quickly regret taking on too much.

Boyfriend thingy

2006-11-18T05:46:00.000-05:00

About Your BoyfriendWhat's his name?:Nick : ) How old is he?:23 When's his birthday?:1-8-83 How long have you been together?:6 months How did you meet?:good ol' Kenyons Where was your first kiss?:During some movie we didn't really watch, hehe What do you like about him?:Everything - sense of humor, doesn't let things really get to him, romantic, considerate, clean,

2006-11-14T16:16:00.000-05:00

I keep forgetting how important of a role in daily life journling is.So, here I am again.Our moving date got jumped up to this weekend, instead of another week and a half after that. Which is ok; I was just relaxing, thinking I had more time at home. Which I'm, of course, ambivalent about since I hate how crowded this house is & am very much looking forward to having a whole new space to call my

vocabulary quiz

2006-11-10T18:40:00.000-05:00

Your Vocabulary Score: CYour vocabulary is average.You're not exactly a literature major, but no one's going to accuse you of being illiterate!How's Your Vocabulary?

quizzes

2006-11-08T02:18:00.000-05:00

You Are 60% WeirdYou're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!How Weird Are You?You Are a Strawberry BlondeMen see you as flirtatious, but they also see you as a challengeBecause you're totally fearless and carefreeYou've got the lightheartedness of a blonde, with the attitude of a redheadHow Blonde Are You?You Are 16% GirlyUm...

2006-11-07T00:56:00.000-05:00

Your Vote Score: 28% Republican, 72% DemocratWhile you don't always agree with the Democrat party, it's a pretty good match for you.Do be sure to research each candidate. A liberal Republican or independent candidate might fit you better at times.Should You Vote Republican or Democrat?

2006-10-31T03:59:00.000-05:00

So, no recent posts due to the fact that I'm at my dad's house until the end of November, when me & Nick get our SWEET new apartment, complete with cable internet (NOT 56k). So, fare thee well until then...

damn resume

2006-10-21T03:56:00.000-04:00

I finally finished reading all that resume stuff, only to realize it doesn't need to be more than a page long. Wah.

researching resume

2006-10-20T04:48:00.000-04:00

I've been researching how to write a resume; I'm only just starting part 4...I think I'm going braindead. I can't read, copy, & paste any more!! I'm almost done, though. Must hurry cuz Lockport has a teller opening that I would be happy to have. : )

my house

2006-10-17T18:12:00.000-04:00

I just found out some interesting info about my house. My dad said he never wanted to move into this house- he wanted to live closer to the canal so he could drop his boat in the water & go fishing whenever he wanted, hehe. My mom was so excited about moving in here, she moved out of her apartment a little too soon- they were sposed to move in Sept. 1st 1983, but the previous owners didn't

the here & now revived

2006-10-10T02:50:00.000-04:00

wearing - black bandana, black "the Doors" shirt, pink fleece 'Happy Bunny' pantsdrinking - Ruby Red grapefruit juicedoing - smoking a cigarette; being somewhat boredfeeling -emotionally ~ complete : )physically~ tired; thinking about doing some yogalistening to - Nick win Madden '07 onlineI'm looking back at past posts...Re-learned some html lol