I hate my job...

Wow, it really been almost a year since I posted in here?!? Heh...
Gaia's really taken over my life lol

I don't really like my job. I like the pay & the ability to have to only work part time, but the job itself pretty much blows. Right now, I'm sitting in the library playing on the computer & listening to music. However, I've got all this anxiety about how I wanna be doing something ~ Keeping busy makes the time pass & means I get to go home sooner lol. I dunno...I've just been quite a bit miserable lately, & I don't really know what to do about it.

I have to go to the res after work tonight too. I figured it would be good to go on a Sunday since the thruway won't be busy; but then I realized it's Memorial Day weekend, so the thruway is probably gonna be a lot busier than any normal Sunday. Which is going to give me an anxiety attack lol.

3 more hours til I leave here. Then I have tomorrow off ~ We're going to his mom's for food. Then I come in the next day & apologize to my head boss for flipping out around him the other day *sweat* ~ I really hope he doesn't ask if I like this job cuz I'm a pretty bad liar lol. Then I think I have 5 days off in a row. So, I guess it's worth it.
I really need to figure out what I want to be when I grow up so I can go to school & stop working such obnoxious jobs.

I'm bored & really sick of sitting on my ass. I'd rather be at home doing, well, the exact same thing...except with a cigarette in hand & the option of taking a nap available at any time lol
I'd go find something to do, but everyone else spends all weekend sitting in here, even when there's a bunch of stuff to do, so... :/ The last weekend I worked, I was so goddamn busy, but no one offered any help.. :(

OOH! I finally got a page!! Hopefully I won't be back later lol